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PATRINA. 20thseptember - We were meant to live for so much more. |
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♥ Monday, June 29, 2009
 this is what i play and where i'll stay im in a loss now because POLITE fixtures are staring at me right at this very screen when im typing away. and there's absolutely nothing i can do about it. how am i supposed to get to competiton in time, when my attachment ends at 630pm. this is depressing, very demoralising. looking back, i gave up tabletennis, not really by choice but family pressure, for a better route in education. poly gave me another opportunity to continue this burning passion of mine and its been two years since i'm in the team. fighting for a spot to play during POLITE and IVP, battling with the opponents, bonding with my teammates and all the fun and learning experiences we had through the good and bad times. previously i made too many mistakes, underperformed, disappointed many people. for those..are filled with utmost remorse. Polite is the last hurdle so show what i'm really made off, to earn the team a medal before i leave with pride. i cant describe how im feeling right now, almost in tears. table tennis have always meant the world to me. determination. this is it. i'm gonna do whatever it takes to make things possible. _ someone once told me: 'passion beats talent' |