PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Sunday, May 25, 2008

against all odds to take the chance ;

i lost the mood to blog after reading the newspaper headlines. it caught me awestruck.
' Zhang Xue Ling, ex singapore tabletennis player loses husband in Shanghai car crash. '
my passionately adored idol is currently suffering in such dire straits.

i could still vividly remember how crazy i was over her.
literally head over heels.
her autograph and photos with her are priceless treasures of mine.
and thinking back, i actually sent her off to Shanghai to reunite with her husband just last year.




i really hope she'll get on her feet very soon.
sigh..this is fate isnt it? HARSH.

brohwee&ailingjiejie, if you have any info or fortunately contacted her,
please let me know how is she doing alright?

well i studied today morning before having lunch with mum&sis in The Vines Restaurant.
met aloy&russ later, we went for shopping spree!
the guys bought quite a sum from topman, while i had a variety of picks from cotton on and outfitter girls.
chatted away while we had dinner in Billy Bombers and supper, thereafter, in HK cafe.
they kept picking on me but nvm la, all the fun of it right. haha
no movie slots, no minds cafe tables available too.
so we walked aimlessly around before heading home.

i want rest.
why do i always feel like i'm deprived of sleep? sheesh-
alrighty goodnighty earthingsy.

to love is to accept imperfections within one.
its unbelievable so many imperfections exits in your perspective.
maybe over-sensitivity plays a part.
but clearly the desired one isnt what i've always wanted to be.

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because you'll never never NEVER know how the feeling of emptiness feels
and how hopes are dashed in that split moment.