PATRINA.
20thseptember

- We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Saturday, January 5, 2008

` and when you smile you made me feel ;

i slept with brewing hot tears and woke up with red puffy eyes.
had to say,last night was a total disaster.

enough.
i think i seriously had enough.
"patrina,you're too kind.that's why."
over and over again,i've heard of this.

yes,i finally realised.
too kind.
too gullible.
too well taken granted for.
there wasnt a tinge of appreciation.
such disappointment is just too unbearable.

& that's that.
i should stop being a pest.
i should stop trying so hard.

just tell me what's going on.

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i hope someday you'll know my existence meant something to you.