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PATRINA. 20thseptember - We were meant to live for so much more. |
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♥ Thursday, December 13, 2007
 i never believed in what i couldnt see i never opened my eyes to all the possibilities paid my visit to ftp band just now. they're all doing fine, sectionals and all. and i received so many hugs and smiles and waves and 'hi!'s. indeed,i felt the love from all of them. nazira & nasiha screamed and immediately broke into tears when they saw me.. they held my hands and smiled while tears of joy rolled down their cheeks. omg. i was so stunned la. didnt knew how to react. & the best i could do was just to wipe off their tears and gave them assurance by patting lightly on their back. when i was leaving,they hugged me so tightly and grabbed my hand, saying 'pat,you must come back,ok?i miss you.' tell me how to describe the aching of heart. because i was simply at a loss of words. BUT i so wanted to tell them that i'll never,never leave them in the lurch. that i was so sorry to be tied down with poly life till i couldnt make time for them. that i love both dearly and all the same.. SIGH- i'll be back for them. for the band, for ms zai, for aloy. yes. i will be no matter what. <3 ITS MY LAST PAPER TMR! i could hardly recall what i studied for the whole of today now. screw me totally, screw CIP! =/ i'm detesting the feeling that is within me now. clueless and helpless. BYE. hello my froggies shirt; imissyouuuu. hope you're doing fine on the other side. well,i'm sure of that because if you're with me, your eyeballs would be gone by now. no one plucks them off like i do. *evil laugh- ira siha; i promise i'll be there for you both. promise. <3 meng; please recover and come back for band. they need you,i'm certain of that. i dont wanna see you fall sick cos it hurts worrying. jiaying; cheer up girl. everything's fated. just cast everything aside and focus on tmr's paper. loveyou- and lastly to patrina; all the very best. dont fail yourself when it havent begin. _ nobody knows i'm hiding inside i kept on searching but i cant find to courage to show in letting you go |