PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Tuesday, November 20, 2007

` i thought i could,i didnt know i would ;

3.12am was the peak of emotions turmoil.
THANKYOU.

woke up in a mess.
wasnt feeling pretty so i didnt dress or makeup prettily to school.
i looked and was like a walking corpse,i had to admit.

i succeeded in controlling my emotions today.
it almost almost almost snapped but i held it back.
it so tiring to surpress everything and put up a brave front.

absolutely nothing's going my way at all.
on top of that,the band alumni are making things difficult for me too.
no replies,not even a sound.i'm so disappointed.
pending list is still hanging in mid-air.

i'm lost.like,totally.
and so mentally unstable.
it hurts feeling like this.
too much pain inflicted.

WHY DO ALL BAD THINGS HAPPEN IN A BLOW?

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just so you'll know..
this is the time when i need you.THE MOST.
and hopefully you'll understand..
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