PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Thursday, October 25, 2007

SOMEHOW I GOT MYSELF INTO THIS MESS AGAIN.
its always times like this when i feel flustered and disorientated.
i guess im just not craved for these kinda stuffs.
and why so,hit me on my greatest weakness?
i brought it all upon myself
and i suppose the only solution is to surpass and brace through it against all odds.


you know how it feels
when its so near,so effing near
BUT you cant get hold of it?
you know how it feels
to sense overwhelming warmth
BUT suddenly you're dumped into a pool of ice?
you know how it feels
when the anticipation so great that its bursting from within
BUT it vanished at that split moment to reveal disappointment?
you know how it feels
when you're having a world of your own
BUT abruptly got abandoned into a blank piece of land?


im clueless.
totally bewildered.
im paralysed on the softspot.
aint moving further.

it kept playing,black&white,in my mind:
EVERYTHING.
i really cant help it
somehow its etched at the bottom of my heart.


MAYBE,JUST MAYBE,
i should take a step back
it'll end this heartache
& better off alone,no?


time wont depict everything
it'll just reveal the amount of vulnerability each day.
为什么付出越多，换来的伤心却跟多？
MY FAIRYTALE CRASHED. =(



song dedication to the one who once watched this with me-
I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY.