PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Monday, June 18, 2007

for he who so loved you,my lord.
he decided to give his life a gamble.


a gamble to live his dreams,
a gamble to risk his life,
a gamble to bear the pain and sufferings which he forsee.


so here i am laying my bared arms and kneeling down to you,
with my deepest sincerity emerged from the bottom of my heart,
that you'll bless him through his operation,
that you'll rid all fear he feels from within,
that he'll go through his operation smoothly.
& that his one-night stay in the hospital would be a plesant one.


i need your assurance in this,i really do.
dont keep me waiting,
i'll go insane just purely worrying.


he loves you lord,
so its your turn to shower him with love.
<3















wlist i'm typing this,
my heart's beating again my chest like a hammer.
the feeling's so undescribeable.
imagine someone my age have to go through such a mental and physical torture.
what more,someone who meant so much so much to me.
hoo- i cant swallow that.
i hope my heart could stop beating for once,
just to not feel the pain.



my 'YOU',be strong.