PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007


and this is back to YOU:



im really glad you still rmbed all the good old times we had tgthr.

just both of us alone.

and no worries.it'll stay vividly as my sweetest memories.

yes i hate to say this but i do agree with you that there are times where you're really ... i dont know what to say too.

just so oblivious of my feelings and intentions.

that i had to constantly drop you messages to let you know that i'm still here,to the least.

not physically but mentally supporting you through everything you do,esp during the hard times.

my efforts do go to waste at times,which evokes disappointments,but i've never once gave up,did i?

you'd been my greatest strength during the period of time when we worked tgthr.

you'd been there for me when i feel helpless and totally lost.

you''re my one and only roar&soar partner.

you're my best pal.

and for all these,you must know.

cos i dont want you to feel like you've failed being my friend.

you've done enough for me,till then.

PT will stay,i promise.

R&S(oar) will stay too,i swear.

you&i will establish the strongest frienship ever bonded,i'm certain.

but for now,its your big thing coming up.

so get going! =)

rmb im always behind,rooting for you..





This post specially meant for YOU:

I'll definitely remember those times we had everywhere. Be it in the bandroom, chalet, outside the chalet, under the moon light, canteen discussing our plans, roar and soar, and so on. Bottomline - You'll definitely be remembered. Though there are times when I treat u in a way which you don't like, or in a way you dont expect from me, I really hope you'll just forgive me. Sometimes I wish I wasn't like tt too. It is inevitable. I know it's been a hard time for you to withstand all my nonsense. From leaving you alone, to suffer from all kind of hardship, to leaving you at critical moments. Probably when you're reading this you might be crying, I don't know. As promised, I wish I could be more automatic. But over the past few weeks, months, I never notice myself being automatic at all. Mostly you're the one being automatic. I know I've made empty promises. I don't seek for your forgiveness. Because I don't deserve it. It seems like, the word PT is no longer there. But it will always be. I'm seriously speechless for what I've done. Probably if I were there for you, I think you won't feel that helpless now. Definitely I miss the time we were enjoying our meals, camps, and the most unforgettable moment was under the moonlight. I wish I can ...... But I doubt I'm capable of it. Sorry.