PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Wednesday, May 23, 2007

through the days, as it advances.
strings of events never failes to pull me down with them all.
=/
i'm dead beat.
i'm heeding a life, in poly, not in a box, or in prison.
why,against all odds,people enjoy themselves except me?
tieing myself down with piles of never-ending work.
mugging my hearts out.
& i'm still not getting the hang of it.
VEGETATE,MUNDANE,TOTALLY.


sometimes i do ask myself.
WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS?
=/
irony is, i have absolutely no idea.


dont wanna get too emotional.
but these things are beyond our control.
it JUST happens. whether you want it or not.


hopefully friday will help.
just let me forgo all troubles and enjoy my time when i'm out.
possible?
it'd better be.





i need a remedy.
















. what a facade i've been putting up.
sheesh. -.-
i'm still the fragile me.