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PATRINA. 20thseptember - We were meant to live for so much more. |
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♥ Thursday, April 19, 2007
S I G H H H H H H H . . . . I GUESS I WAS JUST BEING OVER SENSITIVE. ABOUT US BEING 'CLOSE' LIKE BEFORE. BUT THING IS,I FEEL SO GOOD WITH YOU AROUND. BECOS YOU KNOW ME BEST.. OR DO YOU? I'M STARTING TO DOUBT.. MAYBE IT WAS JUST MY WISHFUL THINKING ALL THE TIME. THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. NEVER EVER WILL. GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO LEAVE OUR FRIENDSHIP ASIDE. YOU HAVE YOURS TO TAKECARE OF, I HAVE MINE TO GET BUSY ON. LET ALONE MSZAI'S DONT THINK IT'LL HAPPEN ANYWAY. RIGHT? WHO'D ALWAYS BEEN ENCOURAGING YOU TO CONTINUE STRIVING FOR THE BEST? WHO'D BEEN NEXT TO YOU WHEN THINGS ARENT GETTING YOUR WAY? WHO'D BEEN THERE BESIDE YOU,CONSOLING YOU WHEN YOU BROKE DOWN? UMPTEEN TIMES WHEN YOU DISAPPOINTED ME, WHO'D BRACED UP,SMILED & SAID 'ITS OK,I UNDERSTAND.' ? WHO'D NEVER BEAR GRUDGES ON YOU ALL THESE WHILE? WHO'D ACTUALLY GROWN TOGETHER WITH YOU THROUGHOUT THESE YEARS? MAYBE YOU'RE REALLY WORKING ON YOUR SCHEDULE, HEAD OVER HEELS ON MUGGING FOR EXCELLENCE. BUT PAL, YOU'RE SO NEGLECTING ME. I HATE IT WHEN WE'RE DISTANCED. COS DEEP DOWN, WE KNOW WE STILL CARE. AIN'T THIS TRUE? MY BEST BUDDY, WHO HAD ONCE VOWED TO ROAR & SOAR WITH ME, WHO HAD GONE THROUGH THINK & THIN WITH ME, WHO HAD BEEN MY DEAREST PAL FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS, WHERE ARE YOU? I FEEL A SUDDEN SOUL MISPLACED WITHIN MYSELF. & THIS YOU SHOULD KNOW, THAT I SERIOUSLY MISSESSSS YOUUUUUUUU,TO THE EARTHLING'S CORE- SIGH =/ much loved <3 .. *send me a msg,alright? if this rings a bell in you.. |