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PATRINA. 20thseptember - We were meant to live for so much more. |
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♥ Saturday, March 31, 2007
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d i s a p p o i n t m e n t + h e a r t a c h e s FTP's speech day. specially took a half day leave to go back to support band. was overwhelmed with excitement and happiness.. but,come to think of it. there's no reason to feel this way. seriously. i shan't elaborate further becos they knows it best. conductor reprimanded the band and left,huffing with anger. seniors,majors,alumni scolded. tears started to fall.. juniors cried. seniors cried. majors cried. I cried. everyone was feeling so lousy. it felt terrible,as if my heart could really tear,while shouting at you guys. could control my emotions even more when i see my batch's seniors & section crying. (aloy wenting nazira nasiha,clarinet section) it hurts me so much that i didnt even realise i was tearing for them too. SIGH =/ they tried their ultimate best to slavage situations like this. & i dont suppose they deserves such get-backs. i'm so exhausted. in the inside,mentally. but i'm adamant not to let go of this shimmering hope kept within those tough barriers. only you guys could make it shine. brave through every stage together as one. and i know you guys could do it. _ look,its time to WAKE UP. treat today's as a learning point and move on. stop fretting over what's done. COME ON- give your best shot for tmr's exchange in Xinmin. i'll be rooting for y'all! uhhuh- =) dreadfully tired. =/ goodnight world,tata- *SPILLED MILK- i loathe most. |
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