PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Friday, October 13, 2006

` UNDESIRABLE.
& its the reality kept inside you.

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had been down with gastric flu since wed night.
it started when i felt excruciating stomach pains.
then many waved along..
high fever,
cold sweat,
splitting headache,
and numb limbs..
now i've lost my sense of touch.. =(
felt super terrible..

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so not a good time to get sick.
ols practical is in 6 days time..
SHIT la. =/
missed school for two days.
pity thing is,
i missed 3 mock exams.
sci emath and eng.
the 3 most important subjects.
URGH-

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but thanks to many of you.
i felt better after some consolation.
shihui jiaying bessie grace mrseow mdmchoo jingmian zhiwei
& some others i've missed out. (sorry-)
hopefully i'll get better very soon.
thankyou you all! =)

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tonight there's another session of study group for councillors.
umm..i really wish to go la.
but given my situation now,
every thing seemed so unpredictable.
i'll try..ok? =/

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better getting sick now than in the days to come.. =)
gotta get some sleep now.



*when you were with me,
someone sent her to say:
"hey,please talk to her."
now that you're with her,
there isnt anyone to tell you that same verse.
many times i've tried picking up my courage,
but the response is always the same cold one i've received.
i dont know what am i gonna do now..
guess someday i'll just throw in the white flag.
and `boom.everything will end.