PATRINA.
20thseptember

- We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Tuesday, October 17, 2006

treated mummy and sissy to pizza hut last sunday.
a reward for them becos they tolerated with my nonsense during my preparation for prelims.
it was delicious! *slurp!
look-i'm drooling! HAHA x)


`DISGUISE.
and then i look into your eyes,
i see an angel in disguise.
sent from god above,
for me to love,
to hold and idolise.

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school-ed since morning.
whoo~ x)
filled with sense of satisfaction.
did lotsa stuffs.
i cant believe it myself too.
sometimes people have to be pushed to the extreme..uh huh,ya know.
haha.
weegee's thanking me becos i've done and great deed for him today.
and i'm glad he's glad that she's glad about it. (-relieved.)
*erhem.coughs. x)!

_
screams-
wonder how long can i go on like this everyday.
intensive mugging from 9 till 6.
man..save me before i go bonkers.
SIGH- =/
its the olevel cert you're yearning,girl.
olevel cert..
olevel cert..
olevel cert..

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i had a busy day.
but i enjoyed it.
it was awesome. :)
time's ticking away.
grab hold and make full use of it!
-go patpat! x)

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i really know how you're feeling.
gimme some time.
i'll try my utmost best to help you relieve some stress.
i hope i succeed. =)


*i saw through you.
you werent as passionate as i thought you were.
of al these years,
i never knew i was wrong about you.
till then.. *heaves.

you know,
i had a long night yesterday.
trying means to solve this darn problem of yours.
cracking my brain to find ways to convince you.
i wished i could just penetrate some sense into the thick skull of yours.
but alas..
you dont even heed my advice.
what am i gonna do.
i've tried so hard..
i told you before,
and you're clearly aware of how much you're needed.
no,wait.WANTED.

stop being so self-centered.
you wont know the trouble you'd given all of us.
and to think you thought is was just THAT simple,
you're wrong.
SO wrong.

think about all the times you had with them.
and how you've flourished in there.
you've had all of those,and now,
you're taking them away without even some sense of gratitude.
that's totally selfish,aint it?
take some of your precious time to think about it.

come to your senses.
wake up dear boy..
i need you,and they TOO!
please,continue being part of us.