PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Tuesday, September 26, 2006

long since i blogged.
had been studying REAL hard,ya know.
haha =)
and so.. the list of events..

had been going school alone these few days.
my dear gossiping partner jammy hong went school with her dearest.
haha x)


SAT.
was bored to death studying at home.
so i decided to head off to singapore table tennis association.
ethan was there with his new coach.
and yea i gotta agree that's he's SUPER good la.
the things he teach.. its just different from the other coaches.
heh. brilliant choice brohwee!! *thumbs up-


SUN.
cooped myself at home.
was going through amath till i went a little berserk.
started pulling long faces,
shouting at everyone that disturbed me,
was scribbling nonsensical stuffs on my notes,
crushed and tore papers beyond my limits.
i guess it really hit me hard..
amath-a super horrible subject.
urgh- =/
couldnt get to sleep that night.
was feeling so tensed up.
haha.but i managed to grab some sleep after flipping around though. =)


MON.
physics paper gave me some hope.
at least i think i've not disappointed mrseow.. x)
but there comes amath which got me so frustrated with myself.
i shall not blog about it.
dont wanna rmb those moments.
it was horrible.
when mrleong collected mine i heaved a huge sigh.
and sort of stun.right at the spot.
man..felt totally lost. =/
fortunately after that,
something happened that actually cheered me up.
its nth much but..
its sweet. =X
*i came to realise,you were still as shy as ever.
you gave me the box of choc,
and looked straight into my eye.
"happy belated birthday patrina,sorry for this late prez."
then you smiled,
so afraid to look pointedly at me.
was shocked and i didnt know what to do.
the people in the canteen were staring to whistle at us.
you blushed,whispered a 'bye' and walked off.
you left me there,with the crowd anticipating.
and at once,
thoughts of your changes quickly dispersed.
i didnt mind the late prez or anything at all,
was glad you actually remembered.
thanks..kw. =)

TODAY.
i had only one paper today.
amath paper 2.
mdm choo was the setter.
haha x)
it was much better than paper1.
but i did have difficulties too.
the only thing was..
the duration of it was just too short.
didnt complete the whole of it.
but i've tried my best.
so.its up to fate now.
see if my hard work pays off.
haha =)
went to classroom to study science after that.
was planning to finish up all the left over MCQ qns i have in my tenyearseries.
be it phy or chem..
just got to complete them.
and so i was alone in class,
as many of them didnt bring their tys.
did lots of it. almost done with physics.
did 8 chapters of MCQ.
my mind was flled with a b c and ds. haha.
now i'm left with chem.
after school aloy came to find me.
then we had lunch at longjohns.
the last time i went there
was..16 july,i rmbed.
haha.it was performance that day.........
blah.dont talk about it. =X
chatted quite alot. laughed at lots of things too. 'uncle you hou mian!' 'bala!'
---aloy was the one crapping away.he just wanted to make me laugh afterall.
heh :) then wenting came and we left walking ard central.
was so fascinated by the kinderbueno booth set up in fairprice.
layers and layers of kinderbueno.....
AH~wished i owned it.HAHA x)
and yeap. that's all about it today.
last paper tmr. gotta chiong for it!!
after that i think 4e2s gonna play badminton together?
NAH.i think i'm booking the tabletennis table for sure.
jingzhi & kukumalu (daniel.c)!
get your bat out! x) hahaha.



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and i knew.it was for the better.
i thank you for letting me go before the harsh reality collapse.
i thank you for spurring me on.
my prelims is gonna be a success,
with your abscence.
and till now,
cola's always been right by my side.
i refrained myself from hugging it.
no special underline to it though.
just wanted him to be safe and sound in the plastic.
haha x)
thanks for creating that memory in me.
you kind of depicted my strength.
i thank you, from the bottom of my heart. =)