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PATRINA. 20thseptember - We were meant to live for so much more. |
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♥ Thursday, June 15, 2006
cant set my heart in studying anymore ever since i did amath tenyearseries. tried memorising SS and revise chem but..neh.just cant get in the thick skull of mine. and so.. i'm here to relax. haha =) my arm muscles are aching. becos we did some pumpings yesterday. was really fustrated with them and so did aloy. i wonder what happened to the missing metronome. the sec1s attendance was a total disgrace. tsk- with this attitude,hah. good luck for the upcoming competition man. talk about myself... hadnt been finding the guts to ask mrsim about the recorder solo part. i dont know..smth's holding me back. fear,i suppose. we have to take his place for him then? its the politics in band which our very own band members cant see. the teachers..the attendance..the band itself.. and to think they can actually say things behind our back. with their lousy attitude.. i daresay the band's former passion is gone. crap..i blame myself...in some way or another. its part of my fault raising the band in this state too. but me aloy and the teachers are no perfectionist either. i'm sorry.terribly sorry to lead you guys like this. i'm sorry for not being really strict at times. but all i ever wanted was just the band members to have fun during band. and not loathe to step in every wed and fri. but i guess this isnt the way you guys want to be treated. more disciplined? fine.have it your way. dont ever come begging me for some fun and laughter. urgh-i'm not mad at you all or what. i'm just......entirely disappointed at your behaviour. ... alright. i'm sorry,ok? there's time for fun and there's time for some serious work too. i believe jul comp's gonna be a big challenge. well put your best foot forward and enjoy it! :) but meanwhile........we'll have to wait for the balloting which will take place this sat at NAFA. i'm going there together with mstien and aloy. lets hope for the first day. its USUALLY the best.heh. pray hard guys!! |