PATRINA.
20thseptember

 - We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Saturday, May 13, 2006

its like a whirlwind inside of my head.

i dont know.
the feeling's not there anymore.
the way we used to laugh and joke and have fun..
all gone.
may turned solid.
nic's speechless.
xiaoliang's in and out.
and 2 new comers.
and bloody malays.
no weepeng no anchun no jeremy no huixin no zining.
urgh-
everything's so cocked up.
its for the sake of may,i worked.
mind you i'm still having my exams till next tues ok!
i dont know.
i just wanna get over with these few days.
june comes and liang's gone.
no one left for me to wist about.
urgh-
im not angry..
i'm totallyyyyy sad.
crest fallen.
heart borken.
everyone's not there anymore.
its just too .. thin.


but on top of all,i sincerely love you guys. :(


nic.i know we have lots to say but we just cant.i know.
its hard for me too.
well deceived?
hmmm..maybe just that little.
now i knoe promises CAN be broken.
so easily.
totally.i'm lost.

and xl,you know..yes.
but..i dont know.
urgh-


dont find it strange pple,
dont find me awkward.
its part of puberty,alright?!
(omg-i'm turning insane soon.)


I WILL NOT DISAPPOINT MY DEAR MR SEOW.