PATRINA.
20thseptember

- We were meant to live for so much more.







♥ Tuesday, April 25, 2006

should i? should i not?

had been thinking for days.
i wanna end these sufferings.
you end it for me since you started it.
since you've been gone..
everything came crashing down on me..
had been reminiscene ALOT.
just cant bear to let you go..
but until now....
the reaction you gave me seems threatening.
you this cruel guy.
you know i cant and yet you still force me.
i hate you.
but i like you.
its such an irony but its perfectly true.
sob... =(
you shattered my dreams.
you tore who i used to be.
you made me melancholy.
but you......practically made me give you part of my heart.
i dont wanna let go.
but i have to.i cant wait for things which never blooms.
can you understand?
please..
teach me how to break off ties with you.
so we can be JUST friends.
i'll never forget you.i promise.
AND..

i love you.
but i dont want to anymore.
is there a better way?

AC. (vector)