Patrina.

PATRINA.
20thseptember

- We were meant to live for so much more.

♥ Thursday, April 6, 2006

HARDSHIPS MAKES PEOPLE GROW.
(well then i guess i've grown enough)

sigh~
god please help me..
i'm really so worn out.
totally drained.exhausted.tired.funereal.

these few days i had been working so hard for band.
you guys suggested for a gathering
and yet i have to do everything.
planning the games and especially finding a place.i worked so hard.
every bit of me really shattered.......
its not easy you know.
sigh well i guess you guys will never know.
forget it.
today's speech day wasnt perfect.
hey,how many bloody times have we gone through the steps.
and constant reminders of playing louder and shouting louder just dont work for all of you.
if all of you wants the audience to see how boring the band is then so be it.
i wash my hands of everything.ok?!
the new steps are rather easy.
just hope that it wont go wrong.i mean..i wont go wrong.
oh man its gonna get real tense.

and..its becos of you guys.
my grades have been deteriorating.
it gets lousier each time.
why?simply becos i spent too much time on the band.TOO much.
sigh~~
how i wish band could cooperate more.seriously.
but anyway, gotta believe in them la.
hopefully fater this gathering their bonds would be built upor even stronger. :)

its late.
i gotta study now.
bubye pple ;)
kiss you goodbye-

*and yeah.just carry on leading your life. i guess you'll never know there's still someone out there who cradles you tightly all the time.just you..would be enough to destroy,or rebuild, the wonderful life AGAIN.